Get all 11 Not My Grave releases available on Bandcamp and save 10%.
Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of I Wish That You Could Dance With Me, CITY GHOUL, DESIGNATED, Today I'm Still Drowning, DEVIL MAY CARE, Tears For, Forget Me Too, G R E Y, and 3 more.
1. |
Thousand Ghosts
04:04
|
|||
I’m standing in the way of no control
And I'm looking for a change to feel alive
In every moment, I see my demons
With every lost breath, I'm falling
I'm surrounded by a thousand ghosts
They trample in my pain
They catch my holy way
I’m suffocated by a thousand voices
Don't care what you think
No matter what you say
I feel you building a wall in my life
I believe you’re crawling in my bones
And I’m trying to find a prison for you
But inside of me you’re breaking my control
You give me a cold and empty heart
A pain that I can’t contain
Everything is wrong, so cold
I’ve never felt this way before
All my sufference is not defeated
I wanna go away from this hell
I need to dream here and now
|
||||
2. |
Fault
03:28
|
|||
I’m burning down all my lovers
I'm melting in the lies
I know what it means to surrender
I wonder if I prefer to die
I perceive a pain send shivers down my spine
My illusions plague my days
It's heavy to handle
I won't leave sins behind my mask
Cause I know that I need to heal
Sometimes I wanna scream or run away
Feelin' like a prison’s day
All alone 'til the collapse
I'm bruised and I'm confused
There are tears in my eyes
But nothing that can cure and dry
I feel so strained inside
Another defeat left buried behind
The pain weighs down the pride
My shoes walk on broken glass
The aftermath doesn't pass
I can't believe, I'm so hollow
I'm afraid to turn around
I can't believe, I'm so shallow
And the days walk along the wire
|
||||
3. |
Blow My Brains Out
03:46
|
|||
Watch me and catch me in your illusion to lose my mind
Give me a phase shift that feels like it ain't real
I don't know where I am
I blow my brains out
My feelings won't let me go
That's part of my show
What are my reasons?
Got faith but I'll never know
I'm watching all the colours as they start to disappear
The fractured past consumed what little is left of me
A mind that’s riddled with disease
I would like to kill this feeling
My skull is stuck to the ceiling
I've tried my best to hold on
I fear that hope is gone
Bring me the pacifier
I wanna still be a kid
I think I remember this
Tell me you came to do it
|
||||
4. |
Like A Trophy
02:58
|
|||
Sometimes I would never want to leave
This is a portrait of a little boy in love
But now, I need you like a trophy when everything ends
You pull me in like a siren with a diamond
I want to dive into your eyes
Nothing can take us down tonight
I wanna hear your voice
I wanna feel your breath on my chest
I can barely walk
It’s as if like the weight of it all
It comes from the heart
That I can’t seem to stop it
I want to live this dream that I believe in
And I want to try to let you in
I'm going to break down
Looking for a way out
I have one prayer for what I've done
I didn't realize I was sleeping
Didn't know you're just what I needed
But now I'm just so numb
I'm awake but you got me dreaming
Damn, leave me alone
Cuz it's all that I have left
|
||||
5. |
Naked
01:48
|
|||
"You have run out of excuses
And we are running out of time"
Our home is on fire
We walk in chains
Everything is lost for wealth
The sun will never rise again
I feel this is not my grave
I feel this is not my grave
And now, are you ready for change?
|
||||
6. |
Grey
03:39
|
|||
I'm walking in this void
I feel like a dead fish with a colored liver
You're marking my hours
There’s something buried in the wind
My tears are adding to the flood
You’re giving me a future vision of the end
I’m breathing in your poison
I wanna be out of the wave
I wanna be in the sun
Don’t leave me in the dark, oh no
Oh no the dark!
Don’t wanna be a rat
Don’t wanna be just your refuse
I’m swallowing noises and I will not forget
I’m hearing screams as a simple breath
I think you're tearing all that I’ve sacrificed
I should retreat but I can't turn away
Do you want to save yourself? Oh no?
You don’t know the note that I wrote
My dreams are better
Believe me now or never
Across new days to come
Can’t you see
I'm talking to you
Can you hear me now?
Can you believe me now?
I will not bow again
You don’t know the note that I wrote
My dreams are better
I will not bow again
It's not the end I deserve
I'll try to delay this decline
I'll try to heal these burial winds
You're breaking my breath
My soul is on the edge
And I'm suffocating
Everything has turned to grey
|
||||
7. |
Bemire
03:08
|
|||
I make a deep hole
Inside your lies that I know
To feel some control
Don’t wanna drown in the cold
I'm just trying to breathe in and breathe out again
Until your sins wear away
I'm flipping through my life turning pages
How to find the right chapter and walk inside it
Across my ways
Across my mistakes
Until the end of my miles
When I see into your lies
It's hard to believe you
When you know how to burn
I know how to swim like you
I fall, I break, I bleed
But you can't erase my fury
I fall, I break, I bleed
All I know I'll finally see
|
||||
8. |
Until They Can't
03:29
|
|||
Back to the start before I fell apart
Before you shredded up my heart
Gone are the days we used to share
Always afraid of missing out
In all the hell that you allowed
You're haunting me and hitting me
You want to drown my days
I've been here for so long
Isolation is my home
Another moment and I'll fall into a desolation
Back to sentences looping in my head
Where they lay unmarked
My saturated diary bleeds
The pen breaks the edge
Each drawing in red
Is all the hell that you allowed
All the evil I obtained
It victimized me
I'm all too weak
Everything is hard to comprehend
I know everything feels so unreal
But I can't believe it
My saturated diary bleeds
The pen breaks the edge
Each drawing in red
Is all the hell that you allowed
|
||||
9. |
What's Wrong
03:20
|
|||
I become a devil every night
You see it in my eyes
I'm sick of this hell that I'm living in
When I try to break the circle
It's the only reason when I’ve lost my self-control
I wanna say it's over
Lead me out of the insanity
In all this chaos so wrong
I want to find my place
You'll never live my curse
Everything to lose
I always find a way to prove
I feel it every day
You'll never be able to save me
I feel it swell up inside
I sink hard into my crying
It's like I'm stuck
I’m so confused, I’m so confused
I become a monster every night
You see it in my hands
I'm sick of this hell that I'm living in
The hardest truth I’ve ever known
It's the only reason when I’ve lost my self-control
I wanna say it's over
Lead me out of the insanity
I feel it every day
I feel it swell up inside
You'll never live my curse
You'll never be able to save me
|
Not My Grave Fano, Italy
Not My Grave is an Italian Alternative Metalcore band.
The sound and the music are deeply connected to the topics
faced and this allow the meaning of each song to be constantly perceived through the variations of the notes that shift from soothing melodies to aggressive patterns.
Lucas - Vocals
Nike - Bass / Synth
Tomm - Guitars
Cazza - Drum / Backing Vocals
... more
Streaming and Download help
If you like Not My Grave, you may also like:
Bandcamp Daily your guide to the world of Bandcamp